Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Ordinary tuesdays
Ordinary day nothing new.
So, nothing EXTREMELY exciting happened today. We are having a Quickball tournament. It is actualy realy fun, I got hits today aswell. Dude saw it. I hope you guys remember who dude is, hes the kissing guy hah. Anyways we played two other groups and we won both games, as we are the oldest people there. It was fun. I love that game more and more each time i play it hahahahah.
Also I kinda like this kid letss call him, HIM. OK so him is realllly reaally realllyyy cute and funny. 1 problem: he's shorter than me. only by like 2 inches but its still noticable. I dont realy know if he will like me though. We are from the same crew and everything. And we talk, but still i dont know. I dont want to tell anyone realy, caz we all know my history with that. Luckily " best friend" isnt at camp this week.
Im spending a whole week with my dad next week. I think it will be fun. We always do cool things there, we go shopping and stuff like that.
Im getting my contacts this weekend as well. There arent words as to how excited i am.
Realy man i can't stop thinking about this kid. He's realy cute and funny and he doesnt say stupid little digs alot. Only once in a great while. I wonder if he would ever like me??? The only thing is, every guy ive liked this summer (3) my friend has told me she liked them. I dont want it to seem like i am like coming to her camp and stealing all the guys she likes. But the last one i liked,dude #2, i think she realy has feelings for. I hope things work out there. So maybe then i can get a chance wit the other one. EEP i feel like im on a bad teen soap.
PCE LUVERS <3
So, nothing EXTREMELY exciting happened today. We are having a Quickball tournament. It is actualy realy fun, I got hits today aswell. Dude saw it. I hope you guys remember who dude is, hes the kissing guy hah. Anyways we played two other groups and we won both games, as we are the oldest people there. It was fun. I love that game more and more each time i play it hahahahah.
Also I kinda like this kid letss call him, HIM. OK so him is realllly reaally realllyyy cute and funny. 1 problem: he's shorter than me. only by like 2 inches but its still noticable. I dont realy know if he will like me though. We are from the same crew and everything. And we talk, but still i dont know. I dont want to tell anyone realy, caz we all know my history with that. Luckily " best friend" isnt at camp this week.
Im spending a whole week with my dad next week. I think it will be fun. We always do cool things there, we go shopping and stuff like that.
Im getting my contacts this weekend as well. There arent words as to how excited i am.
Realy man i can't stop thinking about this kid. He's realy cute and funny and he doesnt say stupid little digs alot. Only once in a great while. I wonder if he would ever like me??? The only thing is, every guy ive liked this summer (3) my friend has told me she liked them. I dont want it to seem like i am like coming to her camp and stealing all the guys she likes. But the last one i liked,dude #2, i think she realy has feelings for. I hope things work out there. So maybe then i can get a chance wit the other one. EEP i feel like im on a bad teen soap.
PCE LUVERS <3
Monday, August 3, 2009
first good monday in a while.
Baseball, cheerleading, and two new friends?? I'm a busy broad!!
OK so camp was wonderful today. We play this game which is like baseball or softball, but a little easier. It's called "Quickball" I dont know if anyone has ever heard of it but it rocks!!!! So I used to SUCK monkey butt at that game, realy i was horrible. So today this jr.counsler who is really cool was like "Ash, you suck." So he threw me a bat and told me never to stop looking at the ball. So I watched him throw and then I swung MISS. So he goes "Watch the ball the WHOLE way through!!!!" SO I did AND i hit it. For the rest of the day i was beastly!!!! I can't wait to play again tomorrow. There is like some turnament thing or something like that.
CHEERLEADING- Rite, so i've wanted to be a cheerleader scince like fourth grade. NO LIE. Finaly one of my best friends is trying out, and I asked my mom and I was like her mom and you can like carpool or w.e and she was like ok ash ill think about it. This could be good. I realy hope she lets me. My friend hailey has been teaching me alot and i hope ill get good by the end of the summer. To make the team you have to learn a dance then a cheer, and then be great at it. They will probably ask if you can do anything else, and hailey is teaching me toe touches, flips and everything like that so i will hopefuly impress them with that, I HOPE MY MAJA SAYS YEESSSSS!!!!!!
TWO NEW GIRLS - Came to camp today, they are sooooo nice. One is Grace, and the other is Lexi. They seem realy sweet. My friends and i were telling them how stuff happens, and what guys not to fall for and things like that. Lexi is realy girly and crazy and out there. Grace is realy sweet, kinda quiet but when she tells a joke she is realy funny. I hope they come for the rest of the summer!
thats realy about it, OH YES it is shark week and the inner nerd comes out in me. Im soooo watching it.
Pce luverssss
OK so camp was wonderful today. We play this game which is like baseball or softball, but a little easier. It's called "Quickball" I dont know if anyone has ever heard of it but it rocks!!!! So I used to SUCK monkey butt at that game, realy i was horrible. So today this jr.counsler who is really cool was like "Ash, you suck." So he threw me a bat and told me never to stop looking at the ball. So I watched him throw and then I swung MISS. So he goes "Watch the ball the WHOLE way through!!!!" SO I did AND i hit it. For the rest of the day i was beastly!!!! I can't wait to play again tomorrow. There is like some turnament thing or something like that.
CHEERLEADING- Rite, so i've wanted to be a cheerleader scince like fourth grade. NO LIE. Finaly one of my best friends is trying out, and I asked my mom and I was like her mom and you can like carpool or w.e and she was like ok ash ill think about it. This could be good. I realy hope she lets me. My friend hailey has been teaching me alot and i hope ill get good by the end of the summer. To make the team you have to learn a dance then a cheer, and then be great at it. They will probably ask if you can do anything else, and hailey is teaching me toe touches, flips and everything like that so i will hopefuly impress them with that, I HOPE MY MAJA SAYS YEESSSSS!!!!!!
TWO NEW GIRLS - Came to camp today, they are sooooo nice. One is Grace, and the other is Lexi. They seem realy sweet. My friends and i were telling them how stuff happens, and what guys not to fall for and things like that. Lexi is realy girly and crazy and out there. Grace is realy sweet, kinda quiet but when she tells a joke she is realy funny. I hope they come for the rest of the summer!
thats realy about it, OH YES it is shark week and the inner nerd comes out in me. Im soooo watching it.
Pce luverssss
Sunday, August 2, 2009
May i just say i love summer?
May I just say I love summer? OK well yes, I love Summer!
Beautifullll Boys, the perfect sunkissed look, just hanging by the pool. It's the best.
Camp is going wonderful :) I got my first kiss. It was not romantic at all. I'm sitting in a circle with some friends ( two of which happen to be boys, and one is one i was completely and utterly head over heels inlike with. ( love is a stupid word.) So anyyyywayyysss. We are playing a game where you go around the circle and you say a secret of yours. Mine happened to be i hadnt had my first kiss yet. So we kept playing for a little while. And we started playing truth or dare. Two of my friends ( the term "friends" is being used loosley.) asked me "Truth or dare?" Showing that indeed i was brave i picked dare. They shot it back at me " I dare you to kiss- ( what should we call him???? dude yes lets call him that, even though i could come up with ALOT of other names)- dude." So i blurted out I dnt know how!!!!. Worst choice of words EVER. So anyways in the end we kissed. I thought everything was great, i thought he liked me, i mean after all why would you kiss someone you dont like??? It was not great. He liked the two girls who dared me to kiss him. He liked my "bestfriend" frist, and when that changed he liked the other girl. two words NOT GOOD. He went on to tell one of my guy friends i had bad breath. My bad it was like rite after lunch..( ham and mustard sandwich.... then kisss, no mints or gum... badddd combo. SOOOO a few weeks after when I was over this moron. I started to like this other kid, shall we call him dude # 2? we shall. He was cute, he is cute. But once again my "best friend" ruined that for me as well. She is aparently reayyy good at this. She could get paid... no lie. So anyways. She said she'd talk to him for me... ( have i learned NOTHING! from mean girls????) She told him i kinda liked him and thought he was cute. He thinks im nice and average but not hawt ( sorry im a tad YOUNG to be hawt!!!) At least he didnt run screaming thats always a plus ;). He thinks shes not only cute but hawt. If you ask me she is not hawt or cute but about as easy as 2+2. TRUELY she is. I suppose i should stop telling OTHER people who i like and just play it normal untill i atleast have an OK idea of weather they like me or not. AND THEN tell him!! OTHER than that life is great :) mom got a new car, my hair is growing longer ( i got it cut a little longer than a bob.) Schools is far enough away not to worry yet. And parties are still coming. OOOO yes made a few new friends at camp also, possibly going camping with the twin sooone. Woop contacts nxt weekend. SUMMER IS WONDERFUL.
pce lovers <3
Beautifullll Boys, the perfect sunkissed look, just hanging by the pool. It's the best.
Camp is going wonderful :) I got my first kiss. It was not romantic at all. I'm sitting in a circle with some friends ( two of which happen to be boys, and one is one i was completely and utterly head over heels inlike with. ( love is a stupid word.) So anyyyywayyysss. We are playing a game where you go around the circle and you say a secret of yours. Mine happened to be i hadnt had my first kiss yet. So we kept playing for a little while. And we started playing truth or dare. Two of my friends ( the term "friends" is being used loosley.) asked me "Truth or dare?" Showing that indeed i was brave i picked dare. They shot it back at me " I dare you to kiss- ( what should we call him???? dude yes lets call him that, even though i could come up with ALOT of other names)- dude." So i blurted out I dnt know how!!!!. Worst choice of words EVER. So anyways in the end we kissed. I thought everything was great, i thought he liked me, i mean after all why would you kiss someone you dont like??? It was not great. He liked the two girls who dared me to kiss him. He liked my "bestfriend" frist, and when that changed he liked the other girl. two words NOT GOOD. He went on to tell one of my guy friends i had bad breath. My bad it was like rite after lunch..( ham and mustard sandwich.... then kisss, no mints or gum... badddd combo. SOOOO a few weeks after when I was over this moron. I started to like this other kid, shall we call him dude # 2? we shall. He was cute, he is cute. But once again my "best friend" ruined that for me as well. She is aparently reayyy good at this. She could get paid... no lie. So anyways. She said she'd talk to him for me... ( have i learned NOTHING! from mean girls????) She told him i kinda liked him and thought he was cute. He thinks im nice and average but not hawt ( sorry im a tad YOUNG to be hawt!!!) At least he didnt run screaming thats always a plus ;). He thinks shes not only cute but hawt. If you ask me she is not hawt or cute but about as easy as 2+2. TRUELY she is. I suppose i should stop telling OTHER people who i like and just play it normal untill i atleast have an OK idea of weather they like me or not. AND THEN tell him!! OTHER than that life is great :) mom got a new car, my hair is growing longer ( i got it cut a little longer than a bob.) Schools is far enough away not to worry yet. And parties are still coming. OOOO yes made a few new friends at camp also, possibly going camping with the twin sooone. Woop contacts nxt weekend. SUMMER IS WONDERFUL.
pce lovers <3
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Almost summer &+ I'm moving on
So it's almost summer yerr!!
I realy do think they're right when they say middle school is where you "find yourself."
I always thought that sounded realy stupid. But now I've realized they weren't kidding. I found all my true friends this year, I found out who and what I want in my life, and just what I want for my life. Even though this year is almost over, I think next year will be great, seeing as I know what I want.
Sooo as I said I've realized who my real friends are. I'm so glad, because now I know that I don't have to roll with the populars to have fun. I have so much fun with my actual friends. It's almost weird that when I ask someone if they wanna hang they aren't too busy, and when I tell someone a secret it's not known by everyone the next day. Just this month alone I think I've had more fun than ever. I've been going to sleepovers like every weekend, and more and more insiders are being created, it's great and I'm realy happy.
On the other hand though, it's been a tough year too. The beggining was the worst, because I was looking for a place where people wouldn't treat me like the "Dumb Blonde," or expect me to do things I'm just not ready to do. I've realy had to let go of people that treated me like that, I didn't want my reputation to be ruined by other people so I had to let go.
The one person I didn't know if I was ready to let go of was my " Best Friend." We would always make plans that never followed through, and then I would hear that she was hanging out with girls that didn't like me, and lieing about having to do something else. It would start fights, and then I would forgive her. It happened so many times, she'd ditch me and act like nothing happened, and I kept forgiving her. After so many times of this happening I realized that it was not okay. She always made me look like the bad guy in these fights, and I was done excepting it.
So I started hanging out with other people, and she would get mad and say "What-ever, have fun with your friends." I just ignored it, and to my surprise it's actualy working.
She's getting other "popular" friends and getting a great (not!!!) reputation with boys, and I have moved on, made new bestfriends, and my reputation has stayed the same. I'm still the same person I've always been, just with nicer friends, a better attitude, and I am way more happy then before :)
xoxo <3
I realy do think they're right when they say middle school is where you "find yourself."
I always thought that sounded realy stupid. But now I've realized they weren't kidding. I found all my true friends this year, I found out who and what I want in my life, and just what I want for my life. Even though this year is almost over, I think next year will be great, seeing as I know what I want.
Sooo as I said I've realized who my real friends are. I'm so glad, because now I know that I don't have to roll with the populars to have fun. I have so much fun with my actual friends. It's almost weird that when I ask someone if they wanna hang they aren't too busy, and when I tell someone a secret it's not known by everyone the next day. Just this month alone I think I've had more fun than ever. I've been going to sleepovers like every weekend, and more and more insiders are being created, it's great and I'm realy happy.
On the other hand though, it's been a tough year too. The beggining was the worst, because I was looking for a place where people wouldn't treat me like the "Dumb Blonde," or expect me to do things I'm just not ready to do. I've realy had to let go of people that treated me like that, I didn't want my reputation to be ruined by other people so I had to let go.
The one person I didn't know if I was ready to let go of was my " Best Friend." We would always make plans that never followed through, and then I would hear that she was hanging out with girls that didn't like me, and lieing about having to do something else. It would start fights, and then I would forgive her. It happened so many times, she'd ditch me and act like nothing happened, and I kept forgiving her. After so many times of this happening I realized that it was not okay. She always made me look like the bad guy in these fights, and I was done excepting it.
So I started hanging out with other people, and she would get mad and say "What-ever, have fun with your friends." I just ignored it, and to my surprise it's actualy working.
She's getting other "popular" friends and getting a great (not!!!) reputation with boys, and I have moved on, made new bestfriends, and my reputation has stayed the same. I'm still the same person I've always been, just with nicer friends, a better attitude, and I am way more happy then before :)
xoxo <3
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Some best friend
Okay
so i went home early today from school, caz i wasnt feelin to good.
I come home and im feelin a little better. I get a text from my friend that says "oh hey sorry about today" so i was like "o thanks im good tho" and she replies "good im glad, never let a guy get to u" and i go "ehhh wat?"
apparently my supposed "best friend" told people i went home becaz i was crying over a boy. UMMM ok 1) who the hec calls their mom and says can i come home, im upset about a boy, and 2) UHHH wth i definatley went home becaz i wasnt feeling good...and 3) WHO CRYS OVER BOYS!!!???? UMMM YOU !!!
and yah, i hope your reading this. I'm always there for you. This is what i get in return?
xoxo<3
so i went home early today from school, caz i wasnt feelin to good.
I come home and im feelin a little better. I get a text from my friend that says "oh hey sorry about today" so i was like "o thanks im good tho" and she replies "good im glad, never let a guy get to u" and i go "ehhh wat?"
apparently my supposed "best friend" told people i went home becaz i was crying over a boy. UMMM ok 1) who the hec calls their mom and says can i come home, im upset about a boy, and 2) UHHH wth i definatley went home becaz i wasnt feeling good...and 3) WHO CRYS OVER BOYS!!!???? UMMM YOU !!!
and yah, i hope your reading this. I'm always there for you. This is what i get in return?
xoxo<3
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
It's funny
It's realy funny when people think they are so much better than everyone else.
Okay so a "ceartain someone" is always telling me whats wrong about me. If i feel good about something, she has to point out something wrong. I mean realy like I don't already know.
And I have recently decided plan B. Instead of being upset about this girl I just won't say anything. Like if she says something about my hair ( like she always does!!!!) I won't say ohhh yah i noticed yours is realy flat today... not enough time this morning, like I usualy do.
It truley is a good idea. I realy think that this girl says stuff about oother poeple when she is mad about something in her own life. Like just recently her boyfriend broke up with her and she told me my softball team was gunna suck this year.
Well wat ever I have plan B on my side :)
xoxo<3
Okay so a "ceartain someone" is always telling me whats wrong about me. If i feel good about something, she has to point out something wrong. I mean realy like I don't already know.
And I have recently decided plan B. Instead of being upset about this girl I just won't say anything. Like if she says something about my hair ( like she always does!!!!) I won't say ohhh yah i noticed yours is realy flat today... not enough time this morning, like I usualy do.
It truley is a good idea. I realy think that this girl says stuff about oother poeple when she is mad about something in her own life. Like just recently her boyfriend broke up with her and she told me my softball team was gunna suck this year.
Well wat ever I have plan B on my side :)
xoxo<3
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